This year has been hard probably the hardest one I have faced in quite some time. The pain has been unbearable lately and it's frustrating because I want my kids to have memories of me being hands on, taking them to their soccer games, going to the park, dressing up for Halloween. Somedays I am in bed all day and am lucky if I can get up to atleast put Roo's clothes out, pack his lunch and slip a note in there to show him just how much I love him. I just wish I was more capable of being the mom I want to be, but every minute I am out of bed I try to squeeze every moment out of it and pack in as many memories as I can.
These two make it all worth it. I am truly blessed to have them as my children.