So here it goes,
I'm tired, so very tired.
...tired of the pain, the tremors, and the seizures.
Tired of not knowing if I will be able to use my legs when I wake up every morning.
Frustrated that I can't play with my kids the way I want to. That I can't be the wife I want to be, that I can't grocery shop and plan meals and cook for my family.
Frustrated that when I went to Roo's school to volunteer I had to go in another room because I started shaking and had to be watched by someone until it was under control.
I know it could be worse and I know it will get better. I do have good days and I am so grateful for those but the bad days leave me exhausted, frustrated, and just so very tired of it all.
8 comments:
Praying for you. I can not even imagine how tired you are. I pray that the LORD would give you strength as he can.
Much love and prayer,
Laura
i will be no help except to say that i "get it".
love to you!
I'm so sorry! I am praying!
Prayers for you, friend. Glad you could feel free enough to be real with us. Now we know how to pray!
I can only imagine my friend. Saying a prayer for a great day for you tomorrow. Get some rest.
I AM SO SORRY KEE! I am continuing to pray for you! God loves you the most!
Hey Kee... thanks for being real. I know that troubles and struggles in life are never much fun to talk about but you will find in sharing that you help others. Hope your days get better. :)
It's great to share your frustrations...you are so strong! I hope you had a better day. Have the doctors given you any more info on how to treat this or what's to come?
I hope Ruben is loving kindergarten and loving having you in his class! I'm sure it's so hard to have a 'spell' during class time...but sounds as though you are still able to work through it and have understanding people who can help you. praying and thinking of you often :)
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