Trying, hanging by a thread, but still holding on to hope.

I'm not sure where this path is taking me. I feel like the weight of all this stress may just crush me but then I remember my kids and know I have to continue on. Jose still has not had any luck with his job search. It seems like we get so close only to have the hope snatched away.  I want to trust and I'm trying. God has gotten us this far. It just seems like everything that could go wrong has. I know it could be a lot worse. I have to focus on the positive, the blessings in my life.

I'm not feeling well today physically. My body won't seem to do all the things my mind and heart want to do. I'm hanging in there, at times by a thread, but still hanging on.