I can't seem to find the words, not the words to talk to God, not the words to confide in friends, and not even the words for here.
Music seems to be the only way for me to release emotions right now. So that's what I'm posting here.
I will say that my sister lost her baby and is still in jail.
The family has pretty much given up on her. I can't seem to do that. I get the whole tough love thing but if people had turned their back on me at a certain point in my life I would probably be in jail or dead myself right now. So I'm struggling with that.