Tuesday, October 27, 2009

Home-Putting it all Together

I'm exahausted, frustrated, saddened. There are so many questions that only God can answer but He is not at this time.

Don't worry I'm hanging on, just by a thread during some moments but I know God is still the same God I depended on and leaned on a month ago and "This too shall Pass."

Thank you all for making the trip with us, just as I wanted scream at the top of my lungs or ball my eyes out, I would get a comment from one of you saying, "Hang in there Kee.", "Hold on.", "It will get better." You sent me the strength to keep going, God used you all and I am so very glad you let him.

Just keep praying for my FIL, he's not changed his mind about taking care of his diabetes and our talk was a diaster. He made personal attacts out of left field on me and my children. I was crushed for days then I realized that's not the man I've known all these years, he's never treated me like that and I know he loves my children. Jose tells me he has always been like that but I believe people do change and I believe he changed after he grandchildren were born. He's just in pain, miserable and reverted back to his old ways, I guess. I'm still working it out in my own head.

3 comments:

Tabitha@ichoosebliss said...

Glad you made it home safely. :)

nancygrayce said...

You did what you could and what you thought was right.....AND you planted a seed. We never know in the end how things will turn out!

Tracy said...

Maybe something you said to him will sink in...I will be praying for him and you too.

I'm blog hopping tonight and came over from Joan's blog. Thought I'd drop a quick 'hello' you way.