I am cherishing each day that I can stay out of bed, get dressed and play with my kids. It's all the things I used to take for granted but pray I never do again. Today was Ruben's last day of VBS and I was able to go and see their program, no walker or wheel chair. I walked in by myself and walked out, seems so simple but it was really awesome. And the first time in 3 months I've been able to do this.
I wasn't able to get good pictures inside, it was too dark, so here are some of me and the kids when we got home. I'm feeling great but part of me is just waiting for my symptoms to knock me off my feet again. I can't let fear run my life and I know that when or if they come back God is big enough to take care of them and me.